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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Dream A Nightmare

Dreams are moments where we can do or say anything without suffering any consequences. A horror movie taught me that. I was ten when I first tried to control it and here's what happened.

FLY

I stand motionless. Stuck out in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by high, sharp boulders. Creepy sounds and red eyes darted from every direction. I panic, slowly backing up against the rocks. Its surface feels smooth against my skin. I pinch myself. Nothing. No pain. "Shit, I must be dreaming and I can’t wake myself up," I muttered underneath my breath. I shake my head in disbelief. Then the sounds grew louder. The eyes came closer revealing their monstrous form. I shut my eyes and open them again. Still stuck. I fall backwards refusing to face it. I start to cry. Its hot breath penetrates the back of my neck. I scream and hear silence. My mouth is frozen. Then, almost as if I’ve done it before, I stretch my arms out, flap it up and down as fast as I could and begin to float. Higher and higher. And then I was safe.

ONE LOUD BANG

"Just shoot 'em in the head...one time...that's it," these words spoken by a stearn male voice echoed in my head as I stood there holding the gun. It felt cold against my hands. Sweat dripped down the sides of my face. I wiped it away with my shoulder. The target turned to face me. Startled, I try to steady my aim. I don't know which one of us looked more afraid. He was young with light, brown eyes and pale skin. His hands trembled in the air. "Please...," he stuttered. "Shut up, just shut up," I shouted, suprised at my own volume. My fingers began to swell. The metal numbed my skin. He got up slowly. "Stay still or I'll shoot," I said, calmly placing my index finger against the trigger. "You've never done this before," he muttered. "What," I asked. He moved in closer, the look of fear leaving him with every step he takes. "You've never done this before," he said clearly with a sly grin as if he was now holding the weapon at me. I didn't move then suddenly a loud bang woke up my nerves. He fell forwards.

POOR "PINATA"

His face, full of excitement, ran into the room to grab some attention. People poured out through the sliding, back door to get a glimpse. I stayed behind the protective glass. A green, clunky, run-down piece of junk jeep dangling from a rope balanced over a large staircase as he and his boys, beer can in hand, tried their best to kick it over without knocking it down. Sand and dust drizzled over the railing. The smell of burnt rubber against the concrete steps permeated the cool night air. Cheers from the crowd pumped up their egos as the rope continued to strangle the poor tree branch.

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